Giv up mode turning on and off

Sumtime, i had to face critical and climax of life, especially my current university life!
its totally stressing me! sumtime, i have to think i m frustrated on it, feel like wan to giv up, but, i nvr allow myself to switch on the giv up mode...
i believe i can do better wif my "high" proactive way on study....
sumtime, i put more effort on it, study n study, but the result is totally bad..... i had study a lot, doing tutorial, focus in the class, but still cant understanding those theorem~haizzz......
izzit i m stupid?
sumtime, i had hesitated tat do i got potential to study economics?
izzit the government has wrong justified me as a economics student?
Feeling tired sumtime, feel like the time is not enuf for me!
sumtime feel like wan to escape from this disaster of down syndrome study mode~~
Tis sem, no more confident at all~
I think most of the people thinking like me~
but no choice, i had study for one n a half~
tis is the starting of life, not the ending of life!
it juz a small matter or small challenges~ if i cant handle well, how i facing the real world after graduation??
Everytime, i have to tell myself, no more regret of life, keep it going!
by the way, i have to shout out my stressing life, release those unwanted mood!
I wan manage well my mood!
its not cloudy But i hope is sunny oways! tats y i like sunny day =)
Indeed, i strongly believe that i m the one for direct my direction, when i shud turn left or right, its Depends on me!!!!
Kenn Ho, ur life is meaningful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hooray!!!!!!